Yes on question #1 Yes on question #2 Plain enough?Moses was punished for disobeying God.
A common theme of your posts is second guessing God.
My goal is to serve Him and trust Him understanding completely that He is the Creator. His ways are higher than my ways.......and yours also.
Every question you have ever posed on the forum is answered in God's Holy Word spelled Bible.
In the past you complained that all I did was quote scripture. This scripture that you seemed to want to avoid is my road map to Heaven and I do my very best through guidance of the Holy Spirit to follow it. Do I fail? Of course but my Savior is faithful and just to forgive me when I confess my sins, repent, and seek His guidance.
You never directly answered my question as to whether you have confessed your sins, repented, and asked for forgiveness inviting Christ into your heart as Lord and Savior. And don't give me that vague answer about a pastor long ago " asking me some questions and I gave an affirmative answer".