I am at my wits end...

In the last 6 months we lost my wifes son in a car accident,
my wife then got sick and had to be off work for 4 months, when she was better, her job said she had been off too long and they had nothing for her to come back to, so they let her go,
my business Is at about 50% of my normal income for the year,
I came up with the money to fish my first tournament of the year and had to replace both TM batteries the night before and blanked the tournament,
on the way home from Patoka I lost the transmission in my truck
and this morning I was going to work and dropped a valve in my work van and stuck a rod thru the block on the interstate...

So I quit...

I guess I am supposed to loose everything I have spent the last 20 years trying to accumulate...Hey Obama, where is my bailout...