You know that feeling you get when your so close to living your dream you can see yourself doin whatever that dream is everyday? Thats how I feel. My dream is to be a pro MMA fighter. I've got everything you need to get there, a supportive family who believes in me and pushes me. My dad spends his hard earned money on all my equipment, and I mean I thank him every time he does something for me to help me get one step closer. But honestly I should be thanking him every day. The only piece of equipment I don't have are floor mats to train on and I wanna ask him about then but every time I'm about to I think of everything he's done for me and I just can't make myself ask for more stuff. I already feel bad about it because I haven't taken any steps to prepare myself for the MMA lifestyle. I get so down about it sometimes and sit there and tell myself I can't do it or I shouldn't, I should give up this dream and get a real job. I don't know what to do all I know is if I make it or not, I could never do any of this without my dad. Heavy Handed Hunter
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