But guys I've been in dark place. I was saved about 5years ago. But due to some circumstances I've fallen. Honestly questioning my faith at times. I have tried to talk to elders at church and feel some have turned their back on me. I find myself questioning why my family has the problems it does why he allows some crack head to have children at will and takes the opportunity from good loving people. Why does he take someone great from the earth and leave evil people. I have prayed and prayed but I don't feel the lift I used to. The last 2 years of my life have been a nightmare. With no relief in sight. I don't have the fire I once did. I could pick up my bible and get lost in the word. But now I can't a passage to save my life.
Is this normal? This not what I normally would put on line in a open forum but I desperately need some guidance.