So most of you know the story about my wife so i am not going to give all those details again, but she has been having some bad days and with the tumors in her brain cause some really ****ed up things. She sits on the couch and just instantly falls asleep, or start talking in her sleep, start talking incoherently etc. It is starting to cause problems cause i try to wake her, and sometimes it takes a while so i get aggravated and when she wakes up she senses it so it starts a fight. I know its not her fault, and i try to tell myself this but it doeant work. Then i start to wonder if this is how it is supposed to be, me getting to the point of, not necessarily hating, but having distance between us so when that time comes its not so difficult. I just dont know anymore. Sorry for the language but i get so damn aggravated i dont know what to do. Work all day, get home, take care of the kids, normal housekeeping, then the stuff i mentioned above. Some days i sit at my desk and just dread going home. It is an absolute terrible feeling.